

玛莎·莫斯卡尔洛娃的一生有四分之一的时间处于危险之中或在逃亡中,原因只是她12岁时画的一幅画。
Masha Moskalyova has spent a quarter of her life in jeopardy or on the run because of a picture she drew when she was just 12 years old.
四年过去了,她和父亲目前正隐居在法国东部的一个小村庄里,仍然担心自己的安全。他们从俄罗斯以前生活中仅存的少数物品之一,就是这幅画本身。
Four years on, she and her father are living in hiding in a small village in eastern France and still worry about their safety. One of the few things they still have of their former lives in Russia is the drawing itself.
“尽管这是一幅孩子的画,看起来如此简单,谁能料到它会带来如此后果?”玛莎说,我们一起看着这幅画。画是用彩色铅笔画的,描绘了一位母亲用身体保护孩子免受从俄罗斯发射的炸弹的伤害。乌克兰国旗上写着“荣耀归于乌克兰”,而旁边的俄罗斯国旗上则写着“没有普京,就没有战争”。她是在俄罗斯2022年入侵乌克兰几周后画的这幅画。
“Even though it’s a child’s drawing and seems so simple, who could have expected it to have such consequences?”Masha says, as we consider the drawing together. Drawn in colored pencil, it shows a mother protecting her child from the bombs being launched from Russia. A Ukrainian flag reads “Glory to Ukraine,” while a Russian flag beside says, “No Putin, no war.”She drew it just a few weeks after Russia had invaded Ukraine in 2022.
在她的家乡叶夫雷莫夫——该城位于莫斯科以南约300公里(185英里),大致在莫斯科与乌克兰边境之间——玛莎的老师曾让全班同学画图支持俄军。大多数孩子画了坦克,或画了俄罗斯用作亲战象征的“Z”字母。如今16岁的玛莎决定画点别的东西。
In her hometown of Yefremov, about 300 kilometers (185 miles) south of Moscow and about halfway to the border with Ukraine, Masha’s teacher had asked the class to draw pictures supporting Russian troops. Most of the children drew tanks, or the letter Z, used by Russia as a pro-war symbol. Masha, who is now 16, decided to do something else.
“我画了我实际看到的情况,即我相信的真相,”她说。“课后,一位曾看到我画的同学走过来找我。也许正是她举报了我,导致了后来发生的一切。无论如何,这幅画最终落入了警察之手。而那就是我们所有问题的开始。”不久之后,她的父亲阿列克谢·莫斯卡尔洛夫被指控“诋毁俄罗斯军队”,并被判处两年劳改殖所的刑罚。玛莎是他独自抚养长大的女儿,被送进了孤儿院。
“I drew the situation as I actually saw it, what I believed to be the truth,” she says. “After the lesson, one of my classmates, who had seen the drawing, came up to me. Perhaps she was the one who reported it, leading to everything that followed. In any case, the drawing ended up in the hands of the police. And that was when all our problems began.”Shortly after that her father, Alexey Moskalyov, was charged with “discrediting the Russian military” and sentenced to two years in a penal colony. Masha, whom he’d been raising alone, was sent to an orphanage.

父亲出狱后,两人逃离俄罗斯,途经亚美尼亚,随后抵达法国,他们今年早些时候到达法国,并在那里获得了临时签证。
After his release, the pair fled, traveling through Armenia and onto France, where they arrived earlier this year and where they have been given a temporary visa.
玛莎在孤儿院时得到的一只狗如今从亚美尼亚回到了她身边,这让她欣喜不已。不过令人感慨的是,他们看起来是如此孤独:失去了过去的一切,身边只有彼此作伴。
A dog that Masha had been given in the orphanage has now arrived from Armenia, which she is pleased about. Still, what’s striking is how alone they seem, with nothing of their former lives and only each other for company.
阿列克谢曾入狱过,身体状况一直不佳;而玛莎现在正在学习一门自己还不会说的语言。两人都时刻担心着自己的安危。但阿列克谢表示,他只是为女儿感到骄傲。
Alexey’s health is fragile because of his time in jail and Masha is now schooled in a language she doesn’t speak. Both fear for their safety. But Alexey says he is just proud of his daughter.
“我在俄罗斯失去的一切,如今都因我们能够自由地说话、说出真相而得到了补偿,”他说道,“也因我们身处一个人们不会因言论或观点而遭到迫害的国家。”而玛莎也决心继续运用自己的话语权。在校外,她通过YouTube和社交媒体努力向俄罗斯国内乃至全世界的受众发声。如今,她的批评对象甚至延伸到了美国总统唐纳德·特朗普与俄罗斯总统的握手事件。
“Everything I’ve lost, everything I had in Russia, is compensated for by the fact that we can now speak freely and tell the truth,” he says. “By the fact that we are now in a country where people are not persecuted for their words or their opinions.”And words are exactly what Masha intends to keep using. Outside of school, Masha spends her time trying to reach audiences inside Russia and beyond, through YouTube and social media. And her criticism now extends to US President Donald Trump’s handshake with his Russian counterpart.

“我想说,特朗普的所作所为太糟糕了,”她对CNN说道,“一个自由国家的总统竟然与杀人犯握手,”她认为俄罗斯总统弗拉基米尔·普京应对乌克兰战争造成的死亡负责,“至于说他是否受普京控制,那就是另一回事了。”
“I want to say that what Trump is doing is terrible,” she tells CNN. “The fact that the president of a free country shakes hands with a murderer,” she says, holding Russian President Vladimir Putin responsible for the deaths caused by the war in Ukraine. “The fact that you could say he is being controlled by him is another matter altogether.”
回到祖国依然是个遥不可及的梦想。“如果能回到俄罗斯,我会欣喜若狂,”玛莎说,“但这个政权何时才会改变呢?我不知道。需要多少年,俄罗斯才能成为一个民主自由的国家呢?”很难想象,仅仅一幅孩子的画作竟能惹怒俄罗斯当局到这种地步,但玛莎似乎明白其中的缘由。毕竟,专制政权的本质就是绝不容许任何异议存在,哪怕这种异议出自一个孩子之手。
Going home remains a distant prospect. “I would return to Russia with enormous joy,” Masha says. “But when will this regime change? I don’t know. How many decades will it take? How many decades before Russia becomes a democratic and free country?”It is hard to fathom that a single child’s drawing could have angered the Russian authorities as much as this one did, but Masha seems to get it. After all, the point of authoritarianism is that it cannot allow any dissent, however childish.

“这里有一个说出真相、毫不畏惧的孩子,”她说,“如果那个孩子并不孤单,如果有很多孩子像她一样,如果不止一个青少年而是成千上万的青少年,不止一个成年人而是上百万,那么这将会让俄罗斯变得更好。”过去四年显然对玛莎造成了明显的影响,她显得比实际年龄更成熟,也比任何十六岁的青少年更沉重。
“Here was a child who spoke the truth, who wasn’t afraid,” she says. “And if that child isn’t alone, if there are many children like her, if it’s not just one teenager but a thousand teenagers, not just one adult but a million, then that is what will change Russia for the better.”The last four years have clearly taken their toll on Masha, who seems mature beyond her years and graver than any 16-year-old should be.
也许最令人惊讶的是,尽管她经历了所有这些——被送进孤儿院、父亲入狱以及他们在路上的日子——她仍然保留着那幅画。
Perhaps the most surprising thing is that after everything she has endured – being sent to the orphanage, her father’s incarceration and their time on the road – she still has the drawing in her possession.
正当他们准备逃离家园时,她偶然在童年笔记本旁的书架上发现了它。
It was as they were preparing to flee their home that she found it on a shelf by chance, among her childhood notebooks.
“它没有被没收,”她说,“他们没有发现它,也没有注意到它。也许是因为警察没有想到要检查孩子的私人物品。”于是,如今玛莎从前生活中唯一留下的东西,就是那幅导致她命运转折的画。
“It hadn’t been confiscated,” she says. “They hadn’t found it or paid any attention to it. Perhaps because the police hadn’t thought to search through a child’s belongings.”So, today, one of Masha’s only belongings from her former life is the very drawing that ended it.