
在过去两年半里几乎逐点回应众多批评者后,乔·拜登在新回忆录中专门用一整章来反驳关于他精神敏锐度、决定再次参选以及他认为自己在应对与唐纳德·特朗普辩论失利时受到不公平对待的种种质疑。
Responding almost point by point to his many critics over the last two-and-a-half years, Joe Biden devotes a full chapter of his new memoir to rebutting questions about his mental acuity, his decision to seek reelection, and how he thinks he was treated unfairly in the response to his infamous tanking of his debate with Donald Trump.
“2024 年的不同之处并不是我辩论表现糟糕。很多总统都有过糟糕的辩论。不同之处在于其他每位总统都有机会在第二场辩论中挽回局面。结果,这个机会对我而言并不存在,”前总统在《承诺我,美国》(Promise Me, America)一章的文字中写道,CNN 获得的该章节文本显示。
“The difference in 2024 was not that I had a bad debate. Lots of presidents had bad debates. The difference was that every other president was given the chance to redeem themselves in a second debate. As it turned out, that chance would not be available to me,” the former president writes in “Promise Me, America,” according to the text of a chapter obtained by CNN.
几页之后,拜登补充说,他在那段为期三周、要求他退出的呼声日益高涨、自己基本隐身的期间,已经意识到自己正陷入政治困境。
A few pages later, Biden adds that he was aware of the political trouble he was in during that three-week period when the calls for him to drop out mounted and he remained largely out of sight.
“普遍的假设是我没有关注事态发展,这与事实恰恰相反。我一直在关注,甚至亲身经历。我清楚知道有多少民主党国会议员和州长撤回了对我的支持。我与在任的国会议员通电话时,没人掩饰,”拜登写道。“我并没有生活在梦境中。我当时的处境是:我已经赢得了民主党总统提名,而且是以压倒性优势赢得的。我拥有作为总统的真实业绩记录。我对国家的未来有一个我认为正确的愿景。”
“The widely held assumption that I wasn’t following what was happening could not have been more at odds with reality. I followed it. Hell, I was living it. I knew exactly how many Democratic members of Congress and governors had pulled their support of me. I did phone calls with sitting members of Congress where no one held back,” Biden writes. “I wasn’t living in a dream world. Here’s where I was living: I had won the Democratic nomination for president. And I had won it decisively. I had a real record of achievement as president. I had a vision for the future that I thought was right for the nation.
“我相信我是领导世界的最佳人选。我老吗?是的。我能胜任这份工作吗?是的。选民对通胀感到愤怒吗?是的。他们对移民问题感到愤怒吗?是的。这些都是棘手的问题。但并非不可克服的问题。”
“I believed I was the best person to lead the world. Was I old? Yes. Was I able to do the job? Yes. Were voters angry about inflation? Yes. Were they angry about immigration? Yes. All tough problems. But not insurmountable ones.”
他补充道:“没有人比我更清楚我有多老。我知道我能做什么,也知道我不能做什么。我仔细观察自己是如何应对这份工作的要求的。没有任何一个例子显示我未能履行职责。”
“I knew better than anyone how old I was,” he added.
这位前总统正深陷于IV期前列腺癌的治疗之中,癌细胞已扩散至骨骼,卸任以来鲜少公开露面,并于周日宣布将减少为《向美国承诺》一书进行的线下宣传活动。但他借这本书为自己进行了一场漫长而个人化的辩护,引用了他在任期间的统计数据,以及他在书中一章(CNN已获取该章节)所述与民主党领袖——包括前副总统卡玛拉·哈里斯和前众议院议长南希·佩洛西——会面的细节,来阐述他的决策过程。
“I knew what I was — and wasn’t — capable of doing. I carefully monitored how I was meeting the demands of the job. And there is not a single example of me failing to handle my responsibilities.”The former president, deep in treatment for stage IV prostate cancer that has spread to his bones, has not spoken much publicly since leaving office, and announced on Sunday that he was curtailing in-person promotion for “Promise Me, America.”

拜登首先详述了与其核心顾问的对话,称他们全都支持他在2023年4月做出的启动连任竞选的决定——包括白宫最后一次会议,哈里斯也在场:“我们绕屋子征求意见。每个人都谈了对竞选的看法。大家都支持。没有异议,也没有反对。我也决定参选。”拜登写道:“我深思熟虑过竞选连任的事。我知道大家担心我的年龄。我知道这对我的家庭会有多难。我知道既要当总统又要竞选总统会有多难。我对自己提出了尖锐的问题。我能行吗?我还想干吗?有别人能干吗?我的回答是:是的,身体上我能胜任这份工作。而且不仅我想干,我比以往任何时候都更想干。”
But he uses the book to mount a lengthy, personal defense of himself, pointing to statistics from his record in office and details from his meetings with Democratic leaders – including former Vice President Kamala Harris and former House Speaker Nancy Pelosi – in his deliberations throughout the chapter obtained by CNN. Biden starts by detailing the conversations with his top advisers who he says all supported his decision, made in April 2023, to launch his reelection campaign — including at a final meeting in the White House which included Harris: “We went around the room. Everyone offered their thoughts on the race. Everyone was in. There was no demurral or dissent. I was in.”
他补充说:“人们说,我自欺欺人,以为自己在这个年纪还能胜任这份工作。我的回答是:我一直在胜任这份工作。而且我认为,如果在了解我年龄和成就的我,与了解特朗普混乱和对民主漠视的特朗普之间做出选择,答案很明确。除此之外,我认为自己还从比较中获益。”
“I had thought long and hard about running for reelection. I knew the concerns about my age. I knew how hard it would be on my family. I knew how hard it was going to be, both doing the job of president and running for president. I had asked the hard questions of myself. Could I do it? Did I still want to do it? Was there anyone else to do it? I answered that yes, physically I would be able to do the job. And that not only did I want to do it, I wanted to do it more than ever,” Biden writes.
至于哈里斯,拜登写道,当她得知他和长期最亲近的助手迈克·多尼隆已将竞选主题定为“自由”时,“哈里斯反应积极。她谈到,自由这一信息在她全国各地举办的活动中引起了强烈共鸣。她认为,人们正确地将其理解为不仅仅是女性选择权的问题——这是她一直在经常讨论的议题——还涉及更广泛的个人自由和宪法权利,”拜登写道。
He adds, “People say I was deluding myself that I could do the job at my age. My answer to that is: I was doing the job. And I thought that if given the choice between me, with a full picture of both my age and my accomplishments, and Donald Trump, with a full picture of his chaos and disregard for democracy, the choice was clear. Beyond that, I thought I further benefited from comparison.”
“这一信息正是她的强项。而且她传达得非常出色。”哈里斯在自己关于2024年竞选的回忆录中写道,事后看来,她觉得将决定权交给总统和时任第一夫人吉尔·拜登是“鲁莽”的。“这是乔和吉尔的决定。我们都这么说,像念咒语一样,仿佛我们都被催眠了,”哈里斯写道。
As for Harris, Biden writes, when she heard that he and his longtime closest aide Mike Donilon had settled on the theme of “Freedom” for his campaign, “Kamala responded favorably. She talked about how powerfully the freedom message was resonating in the events she was holding around the country. She believed that people heard it, rightly, as about more than a woman’s right to choose, an issue she had been discussing regularly. It was also about a broader set of individual liberties and constitutional rights,” Biden writes. “This message was directly in her wheelhouse. And she was really good at delivering it.”Harris wrote in her own memoir of the 2024 campaign that in hindsight, she feels it was “recklessness” to leave the decision to the president and then-first lady Jill Biden.
拜登周三接受《人物》杂志采访时表示,在得知自己患癌之前,他感觉“很糟糕”,这一病情在他离开白宫后才被披露。他补充说,如果早知道自己生病,就不会尝试再次竞选。
“It’s Joe and Jill’s decision. We all said that, like a mantra, as if we’d all been hypnotized,” Harris wrote. Biden told People magazine in an interview published Wednesday that he felt “lousy” before knowing about his cancer, which was disclosed after he left the White House, and added he would not have attempted to mount another campaign had he known he was sick.
全国许多民主党人对拜登仍深感怨恨,认为他寻求连任的决定、辩论中的失利以及哈里斯在后期被替换为领跑者,导致特朗普最终获胜。今年,拜登在竞选路上几乎不见踪影,而中期选举最终成为民主党的一次巨大胜利。
Many Democrats around the country remain deeply bitter about Biden, blaming his decision to seek reelection, his crash in the debate and the late-stage replacement of Harris as leading to Trump’s eventual victory. Biden was hardly seen on the campaign trail this year during what became a massive victory for Democrats in the midterms.

拜登反复写道,他仍然确信自己是击败特朗普的最佳民主党人。他指出,自己在2024年党内初选中并未受到严肃挑战,因党内规则争议导致其名字未出现在选票上,他通过写入投票方式赢得新罕布什尔州初选。他确实面临过“未承诺”抗议运动,原因是他处理以色列—哈马斯战争的方式,这导致密歇根州和明尼苏达州出现叛逃。
Biden writes repeatedly that he remains sure he was the best Democrat to beat Trump. He notes that he wasn’t seriously challenged in the 2024 primary, winning the New Hampshire primary via a write-in campaign after his name didn’t appear on the ballot due to a party dispute over internal rules. He did face the Uncommitted protest movement over his handling of the Israel-Hamas war that led to defections in Michigan and Minnesota.
不过,拜登认为,“媒体和评论员不断谈论我有多弱。但每个自称严肃的候选人都决定不与我竞争,因为我太强大了。初选没有发出任何我陷入困境的警告信号。但这无法阻止围绕我的竞选形成的叙事。说我太老了。说我精神状态在下降。”拜登直接反驳那些认为这一评估已被他与特别检察官罗伯特·赫尔的采访所证实的人。赫尔的报告于2024年2月发布,其中包含多条关于总统记忆力不佳的评论,如同一枚炸弹般引爆。拜登指出,这次采访是在2023年10月7日哈马斯袭击以色列后的几天内进行的。
Still, Biden argues, “the press and pundits kept talking about how weak I was. But every purportedly serious candidate decided not to run against me because I was too strong. The primaries sent no warning signs that I was in trouble. But that couldn’t derail the narrative setting in on my candidacy. That I was too old. That I was declining mentally.”Biden directly rebuts those who say that assessment was proven by his interview with special prosecutor Robert Hur, whose report in February 2024, including multiple comments about the president’s faulty memory, dropped like a bombshell. The interview, Biden notes, was conducted in the days immediately following the Hamas attack on Israel on October 7, 2023. “Being president requires a remarkable amount of gear shifting every day — from negotiating with foreign leaders to pursuing domestic policy, from visiting a disaster site to rubbing elbows with fundraisers. Hur’s commentary was especially outrageous when you think about the context of the interview that he based it on. I sat down for over five hours with Hur and his people across October 8 and 9 of 2023,” Biden writes.
“担任总统每天需要进行惊人的多次角色转换——从与外国领导人谈判到推进国内政策,从视察灾区到与捐款人交往。赫尔的评论尤其令人愤慨,如果你考虑到他所依据的采访背景。我于2023年10月8日和9日与赫尔及其团队坐下来,进行了超过五个小时的谈话,”拜登写道。
“I had been up all night dealing with the aftershocks of a profound change to the global order. Go ask the Israeli leadership if they thought they were dealing with a diminished president that day. Go watch the address I gave to the nation that day and ask yourself if I was old and enfeebled. Or watch the trip I took to Israel eleven days later.”
“我整夜未眠,忙于应对全球秩序发生深刻变革后的余波。去问问以色列领导层,那天他们是否认为自己面对的是一位削弱了的总统。去看看我那天发表的全国讲话,问问自己我是否老迈衰弱。或者看看我十一天后对以色列的访问。”拜登同样抨击那些认为自己被以色列总理本雅明·内塔尼亚胡在以色列对10月7日事件的回应问题上蒙蔽,且未能做足努力限制以色列在加沙地带进攻的人。
Biden takes similar aim at those who believe he was hoodwinked by Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu over the Israeli response to October 7, and not doing enough to limit Israel’s offensive in Gaza. “I had been calling on Israel to take precautions to reduce civilian suffering since the beginning of the conflict,” Biden writes.
“自冲突开始以来,我一直呼吁以色列采取预防措施,以减少平民伤亡,”拜登写道。“我曾在与比比的众多私人谈话中表达这些担忧,他承认日益上升的伤亡正在损害以色列的形象,以及美国对这场战争的支持。但一种熟悉的模式形成了:他会承诺做得更多,随后又是一次激进行动,造成更多平民死亡。当我们质问他们时,以色列人总有一个解释或借口,但结果是一样的。比比毫不在意地做出他无权——或无意——兑现的承诺。”拜登与内塔尼亚胡的关系可追溯数十年。他写道,在那段时期他变得多么厌倦。
“I had expressed these concerns privately in many conversations with Bibi, who acknowledged the damage that these rising casualties were doing to Israel’s image, and to US support for the war. But a familiar pattern established itself: He would promise to do more, and then another aggressive action would follow, killing more civilians. When we called them on it, the Israelis always had an explanation or excuse, but the result was the same. Bibi had no qualms about making promises he had no power — or intention — to keep.”Biden’s relationship with Netanyahu stretches back decades. He writes how fed up he became in that period. “While I understood that he was working under severe pressures, I was frustrated by his failure to think like a statesman and safeguard Israel’s long-term interests, not just his own short-term political needs,” Biden writes.
“虽然我明白他正面临巨大压力,但我对他未能像政治家一样思考、保护以色列的长期利益,而非仅仅满足他自己的短期政治需求感到沮丧,”拜登写道。
Amid all this, by the time Biden got to the debate stage, he says that he was weighed down by his son Hunter’s then-just concluding criminal trial the exhaustion of doing the job, and being caught off guard by Trump’s aggressive demeanor and willingness to veer from facts.

在所有这些之中,拜登说,当他走上辩论舞台时,他正被儿子亨特刚刚结束的刑事审判、工作的疲惫,以及特朗普的激进态度和对事实的随意歪曲所拖累。“从一开始就感觉不对劲,”乔·拜登写道。
“It didn’t feel right from the start,” Joe Biden notes. “While I knew I was having a terrible night, I thought Trump’s defiantly untruthful answers about his responsibility for January 6, and his refusal to say he would accept the results of the upcoming election, were disqualifying,” he writes.
他写道:“虽然我知道自己那天晚上表现糟糕,但我认为特朗普关于自己对1月6日事件负有责任的公然不实回答,以及他拒绝表示会接受即将举行的选举结果,这些行为都让他丧失了资格。”
Jill Biden, when she was promoting her memoir, said in a television interview that she thought her husband might have been having a stroke.
吉尔·拜登在推广她的回忆录时,在一次电视采访中表示,她认为丈夫当时可能中风了。拜登在书中没有回应这一点,但他写道,当他们一起离开辩论现场时,她问他:“感觉怎么样?”他写道,他回答说:“嗯,我搞砸了。只不过我的措辞更粗鲁。”
Biden doesn’t address that in his book, but he writes that as they left the debate venue together, she asked “How do you feel?”“Well, I screwed that up.’ Except my language was harsher,” he writes of his response. But with all the uproar that followed, Biden writes he remained torn about what to do.
但拜登写道,在随后的所有骚动中,他仍然犹豫不决,不知该如何是好。对他而言,压垮骆驼的最后一根稻草是得知华盛顿州参议员帕蒂·默里将发布一封由许多民主党参议员签署的信件,呼吁他退选,将他们几天前在一次私人会议上告诉拜登助理的内容公之于众。
A final straw for him was learning that Washington Sen. Patty Murray was going to release a letter signed by many Democratic senators calling on him to drop out, going public with what they had told Biden aides in a private meeting several days earlier. “This weighed heavily on me, because even at that point, not a lot of leaders had been willing to put their names to a call for me to withdraw. And I wasn’t just thinking about the people who wanted me to withdraw,” Biden writes.
“这让我压力很大,因为即使到了那个时刻,也并没有多少领导人愿意在呼吁我退选的信上署名。而且我考虑的不仅仅是那些希望我退选的人,”拜登写道。“我也在考虑那些希望我留下来的人。国会黑人核心小组。众议员亚历山德里亚·奥卡西奥-科尔特斯。约翰·费特曼。伯尼·桑德斯。吉姆·克莱伯恩。劳工界。”
“I was also thinking about the people who wanted me to stay in. The Congressional Black Caucus. Congresswoman Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez. John Fetterman. Bernie Sanders. Jim Clyburn. Labor.”CNN reported in July 2024 that Obama and former House Speaker Nancy Pelosi spoke about what to do following Biden’s debate crash.
CNN于2024年7月报道,奥巴马和前众议院议长南希·佩洛西讨论了拜登辩论失利后该如何应对。两位前总统及前合作伙伴之间的关系从那时起受到了损害。
The relationship between the two presidents and former partners suffered from that moment. Biden doesn’t directly address Obama’s involvement before he dropped out.
拜登并未直接谈及奥巴马在他退选前的参与。但他指出,奥巴马在2012年与当年共和党候选人米特·罗姆尼的首场辩论表现平平,遭到民主党广泛批评。他还表示,随后的副总统辩论表现至关重要,因为“巴拉克与米特·罗姆尼的首场辩论表现糟糕。我们需要止血。我做到了。巴拉克在我乘坐空军二号起飞前那天晚上给我打电话说,‘谢谢你,你救了我。’”
But he notes that Obama was widely criticized by Democrats after his lackluster first debate in 2012 with Mitt Romney, that year’s Republican nominee. He also says his subsequent vice presidential debate performance proved important since “Barack had a terrible first debate against Mitt Romney. We needed to stop the bleeding. Which I did. Barack called me that night before I took off on Air Force Two to say, ‘Thanks, you saved me.’”Biden does write about Sen. Chuck Schumer, writing that when the Senate Democratic leader came to see him at his Rehoboth Beach, Delaware, home in mid-July to suggest he drop out, “I told Schumer he had a lot of gumption (I may have said it differently at the time), coming to my home and telling me to get out of the race. Loyalty matters to me.”
拜登在书中也提到了参议员查克·舒默,写道,当参议院民主党领袖于7月中旬来到他在特拉华州雷霍博斯比奇的家中,建议他退选时,“我告诉舒默他胆子不小(我当时可能用了不同的说法),来到我家,让我退出竞选。忠诚对我来说很重要。”他还谈到了与佩洛西的对话。
He also addressed his conversations with Pelosi.
“她告诉我,我没有得到关于竞选形势的诚实评估。她很直率:没有任何民调说我有任何获胜机会,”拜登说。当时他非常愤怒,这两位老朋友数月未曾交谈。
“She told me that I wasn’t getting an honest assessment of where the race stood. She was blunt: There were no polls that said I had any chance to win,” Biden said. He was furious then, and the two old friends did not speak for months.
然而,据一位了解谈话情况的人士透露,他们在1月份塔季亚娜·施洛斯伯格的葬礼上见面时进行了交谈,几周后又共进了一次单独午餐。拜登在书中其他地方写道,人生苦短,不应心怀怨恨。
However, according to a person familiar with the conversation, they spoke when both at the funeral of Tatiana Schlossberg in January, and had a one-on-one lunch a few weeks later. Biden writes elsewhere in the book that life is too short for holding grudges.
该人士表示,如今随着佩洛西在国会的任期将于1月结束,这两位虔诚的天主教徒正在讨论一起前往梵蒂冈的可能行程。
Now, the person says, with Pelosi’s own time in Congress finishing in January, the two committed Catholics are discussing a possible trip together to the Vatican.